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Oops~

I know I'll get scolded if I post this out. Well, I have to let you all know how am I or what am I doing recently. Last night I went to play badminton again, I played 4 matches. I can feel the pain while I was playing but I have to give out all I can once I stepped in the court. This is a respect to myself and opponent. The first 3 matches were still okay but the forth match, the score was very close. We played until 11-1o, I lead 1 point (we were still playing the old rules that has 2 services). As you know, my speed wasn't as fast as last time especially when it comes to drop shot. I be the "Superman" when I was trying to save a drop shot but I lost that point also. At that time, I sat at the floor and I can feel the pain in my leg. I stood up in few seconds and wanted to continue the match. There was about more than 10 people watching we play and they don't allow me to play anymore. Even my father and the opponent said so. They said that's all, you tried, you'll lose your leg if you continue =.=' Well, no choice. They asked me to rest another 3 weeks. 3 weeks?!! I can't even stand it when they asked me to rest for 1 week, now 3?!Ahh well, I'll try.

Father's Day at East Hakkaido

This year is the first year we celebrated Father’s Day. Well, I organized it. Haha.. I woke up this morning and thanks to Ann. She reminded me today is Father’s Day. Lol.. And so, I came out with some plannings. I called Jeffrey for some ideas where should I celebrate. Well, he went many restaurants so he knows better. He gave me some. Thanks Jeff. I told my mum and sis I want to celebrate and my mum told me that my father thought we don’t know what day is today. It’s Sunday, I mean Father’s Day =.=’ At 4 o’clock, I followed my father to play badminton at Pesta. Well, my leg still hurts. Actually I tried to play on Friday to check out whether my leg really is that serious or not. Well, it is =.=’ Just now I tried to play again and I realized that my speed wasn’t as fast as I should be. When I tried to save some shots or try to be faster, my leg hurts =.=’ When only will recover? 2 weeks already. We played for 2 hours. After we arrived home I straight went to shower and get prepared. My mum and sis started to get prepared also. My father felt strange why we wore so nice. Then my mum said to celebrate Father’s Day, your son’s idea. Lol.. Well, we went to East Hakkaido. We ordered 6 dishes (don’t mind bout the pictures, some after we ate a bit only I remembered I want to take picture of it, another 1 was we ate finish only remember, LMAO) We enjoyed the meal, even my dog likes it xD It was another memorable day =)

The bill

Saturday

Yesterday I hung out all whole day until night again. Hehe.. I fetched Lee to meet with Ann and Wendy them at Prangin cause Aims want to buy shirt. When we arrived there Aims was already trying some. I just looked around and say 1 shirt that's kinda cute. Haha.. So Lee and I bought each xD After that we went to watch movie, that movie really *speechless* I don't even remember the name. After the movie we went to Ann's and Wendy's apartment. We gambled at their house. Lols.. We played for about 1 hour. I won about RM10++ then we went to Gurney Drive. It was crowded =.=' Luckily the god look after me and gave me a car park xD I used up the money I won to buy snacks. Well, everyone was happy. That's the most important thing =) After that we took some pictures together. Happy day~

The shirt we bought, check out the words xD

'Sai Lang' *read in cantonese please. Not shit people. It means I bet all* Lol

Lee did this purposely. It was supposed to have Wendy inside also. Wendy purposely moved away also =.='

All of us

Popping

Wednesday was the first day of dance class. There were 3 categories available - Breaking, Popping and Hip Hop. I chose popping cause I felt that maybe it will be kinda fun but I was wrong. It was hard for a people like me with hard joints =.=' Well, I'm going to try breaking next class =p

休息

刚才去了推拿。医师说我的伤还蛮严重的。在推拿的过程中真的痛 T_T 我忍！之后他在我的屁股贴了一大块药布。走之前还吩咐我说必须要休息，不可跑和跳，还暂时不可以打球，如果不好好休养的话就会有后遗症，那时就别想再打球了，连上下楼梯都要小心。现在的我除了不需要拐杖以外，和残障人士没什么分别。在学院其他人都以奇怪地眼神看我 =.=' 其实明天我还有健身和羽球练习。羽球那边应该还可以暂时推掉，至于健身那边就必须去了。当初为了参加健身又求有什么的，我还是特别的一个。每一班最多址可以有40位会员，我却是第41个。其他人都觉得惊讶，根本就不可能的，简直是奇迹。明天就是第一堂课，如果缺席我就该死了。

伤上加伤

这次是我第一次华文写部落格。今天真的是一个很不开心的日子。除了是因为昨晚发生的事情以外，那就是我打球的事了。今天对我来说是很重要的一天因为今天将会选出代表学院的队员。其实之前我已经是入选了的但就是因为我的肩膀和脚伤，就在我不知情之下被淘汰了。我真的很不开心，我为了入选花了多少心思。难道就因为这一点点事情就被格杀了？我不服！于是在他们和老师的讨论之下，他们将会重选一位队员而今天，就是决定性的一天。老天不知道是不是在玩我，在这么重要的前一天晚上竟然发生这样的事情。没办法，这不是借口。老师将会在我们三位当中选一位出来。就在我想全力以赴的那一场决定赛当中，我为了救那颗球而伤了我的大腿。如果说不痛是骗人的。但为了不想让别人看到尤其是老师，因为我不想老师因为我的脚伤就先把我打入冷宫和为了这场比赛，我豁出去了！我忍着脚痛，尽量把握每一次得分的机会。我一定要赢这一场比赛！很高兴的，赢了，终于赢了！不久之后，老师把我们叫来说要说出她的人选了。很遗憾，我落选了。当时我的心情不知该怎么形容。今天我抱着沉重的心情和希望来到这里，却要我失望的回去。简直就像在我伤口上撒盐，伤上加伤。在他们面前我必须坚强，不可以让他们看到我失望和脆弱的一面。当我坐上我的车，在回家的路上，泪水在我的眼中打滚。我怪我自己为什么这么脆弱？为什么在这么重要的时刻我又再受伤？我不止是一个弱者，我还是一个失败者。我跛着脚回家，连上楼梯都比老人家慢。当我冲凉洗身体时都有困难，就连我穿内裤都必须忍着痛才能穿上。我时时刻刻都在问自己，我到底有什么优点？我真的不知道。我忍着痛去打球不是因为觉得这样很有型，而是要证明我不是一个因为一点小伤而放弃的人，我可以坚持下去。我好累，也许我还没有资格说这句话，但此时此刻的我真的好累。

A Successful Presentation

A great job well done by Ann, Catherine and Joanne. Catherine did the presentations. Although she didn't win but she got high votes also, congratulations. Ann and Joanne did the singing part. Although they didn't win but they sang well than usual and a lot of cheerings for them also. Who can resists when 2 pretty girls standing in front singing to you right? Cheers~ Still I wanna apologize once again for being such a jerk. I'm sorry. Once again, great job well done!

It's Back

Finally it's back, the thing that I always afraid to happen on me has finally return. I tried to avoid it from happening as best as I could and it has never been happen for quite some time but this time I failed to do so. It started since Sunday, I can feel it and I knew that I should do whatever I can to stop it but the situation was getting worse. The next day, Monday, I have to stay back for gym cause this is the physical training for the chosen badminton players for TARC. Before having gym, we ran around college for three rounds. Later on, we had gym for 2 hours and seriously it was tiring and my feet is killing me. After I got back home, I ate something and get prepared to go for badminton with my father. My feet can't really feel the ground and still I have to hang on. The first game I played was not as good as usual. Firstly I did not have enough warm up cause the opponent had played a game before that and he's warmed up and secondly, I was tired. We argued from the start of the game until the end. I really hate it, really really F**KING HATE IT!!!!! I tried to talk nicely but he was so angry and he said a lot of things that hurt my feelings. I sat there and the tears is starting to fill my eyes. I know it's a shame for a guy to cry but I did not!! I stopped it. After we got back home, my father went out for supper with my mum and sis. I lied at my bed thinking, what I did? I'm such a failure. I'm very very sorry to my group members cause today (Tuesday) we have presentation and singing to do but at the last minute, I quit. I can't present and sing in such situation. I hope you guys will understand my feelings. Sorry for my selfishness. I also wanna say thanks alot for trying to cheer me up. I appreciate that. Thank you.

S.Y.L in the house!

Yesterday I went out with 7 friends. It's quite some time I didn't hang out with so many friends together. Queensbay was our first stop. Went to Canton-i to have our lunch. After that we went to CYC and then PDI to look for formal clothes. Later on, we went to Prangin Mall to see the famous 黄明志.

Hey yo yo~

It was very hot (the weather I mean, not him. Lol) so me and Lee went to Starbucks to enjoy the cold peaceful air. After a while, we went to eat buffet together with my classmate's friends around 30 people o.O Knew some new friends also and there was a modified Wira also so we have a little chit chat and took pictures of our car. Lols.

Later on we went to Batu Ferringgi cause they are having apartment stay. Before we went there, I was dragged by one people to have a little talk and that little talk was kinda shocking because there is a S.Y.L around us and he asked me to take extra care to the girls =.=' I didn't overnight so I just dropped them to the so called apartment and stayed for a while to have a little discussions about the S.Y.L then back home. That time was already nearly 2am. Tiring~

Song Writting

A very good news for me today. Another coursework from Study Skills. Last week we received 2 courseworks- presentation and poster designing and today, she gave us another one- song writting =.=' Choose any song you want and change the lyrics into English that's related to time and must be at least 3 minutes and you have to sing. =.=' My head is going to burst thinking all these stuffs.